you know, sometimes i think i have a pretty good deal. I have a wonderful girlfriend, i have a handful of people i would call my friends, i have many things that make me happy every day and that i am thankful for. I recently had the chance to spend some time with what i thought was a good friend of mine. lets just cut to the chase and say that this person kinda just blew me off. this isnt the first time iv been treated this way from this person, but I am honestly sick of it. I feel like I am a good friend, listening and trying to help out anyone who needs it and comes to me looking for some support. I wish I could depend on more of my “friends”. I honestly dont think I would call this person if something happened and i needed help. the phone would probably just ring and ring. i cant count on this person. should i be counted on by them? It really makes me even wonder if its worth being friendly at all. I know i shouldnt expect someone to treat me the way i treat them, but maybe just a hint of something, something to let me know that im not just some random person to them….. argh.
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